My mouth tastes like lollies but my stomache is sick.

I have a love/hate relationship with eating:

Everything I love to eat will make me feel sick.

I am sooooo tired but all I do is relax...

Because when I am 'relaxing', I should really be doing something,

So instead my relaxing just makes me feel guilty

And in turn I am always stressed.

Being stressed and not sleeping is making me ill

Sore throats and a weight on my chest.

I am so bad at organising my own life.

I can't believe I'm getting sick. I have to look really pretty

In two days time =(

Hmph, that should be the least of my worries.

I really need to get on top of things.

Because I am getting really scared...